April 4, 2005 These feet are the reason I'm in this predicament right now! What predicament is that you ask? The same old one of course. J-O-B issues. I like the job still. I want to be happy about being there, but it gets harder every day. I feel like I've been there from the beginning. I've played a HUGE part in building this business into what it has become, yet I get none of the benefits you would expect. I see no future in this for me. I'm getting older and I NEED to be able to see a future in whatever it is that I choose to do. I have chosen to keep doing this with the hopes that... Fuck it!

Anyway... the feet. I shot photos of Christy a lot before I moved to San Diego. Due to the fishnets and stilettos my drunken brain convinced my fingers to type in a search for foot fetish companies in S.D. to see if any of them needed a photographer. That's how I met Chloe. That's how I got to be where I'm at. I'm glad I did, but now I wish I wasn't so dependant on her.