The New Year Tastes Good So Far!
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0 Comments The New Year Tastes Good So Far! - 01-01-2006 16:06:48
Well hell! I'm glad that's over. 2005 that is. The first half was actually quite nice. One of the better times in my life to be honest. Me and the blondie started off 2005 together and wound up moving in with each other. Everything was pretty happy shiny as far as I remember. The job had me down for a while, but all of that worked itself out in the end. So it's hard to say where it went wrong. Well... it's pretty easy to pinpoint when it went wrong, but why escapes me. Eloise went to Brazil for two months over the summer for school and since she's been back something's been a little off. Nothing happened while she was gone to change anything. We just seem to be on differnt schedules as far as our moods and needs and wants go. I think I've been a huge part of the problem though. I'm getting a bit older and I'm not exactly where I want to be with my life right now. That's had a huge affect on the way I've been acting. Unfortunately I'm not very good at hiding my feelings. Honestly, I've never thought it was a good idea to keep shit bottled up inside so I let it out. I've also never been so close to someone before that I could affect so easily with my bullshit. So this year my number one goal is to change the way I deal with things. It's gonna be hard, I'm pretty set in my ways. But I know if I don't I'm gonna loose the best thing that's ever happened to me. That's not OK with me. So... I just want to start out the new year by saying I love you Eloise! And while it may take a while, I'm going to fix the things that are bringing me down so we can get back to the business of being so fucking happy together that all of our friends can't stand us! PS. Sorry about almost putting your eye out with my nose. It was payback for last new years though. Canon EOS 10D
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